La Perla 360: I WonDer

Hai assalamualaikum uollss..

Actually, takde la cerita baru sangat, just nak luahkan sesuatu yang saya rasa patut luahkan. but first, sorry to anyone that ruined my life,.u know who. so am i.

Wait, when i heard this song, i can be more emotional. so that, apa -apa yang saya luahkan, semuanya benar dan datang daripada hati saya sendiri. jadi bila saya bercerita, saya tak menipu dan saya tak hipokrit..saya jujur sebab itu apa yang saya rasa. oke..

y i wonder? oh ya... y? entah, kenapa? check it out..

Please don't think in other side coz i'm still fall in love with abang...it just what i want to show that y i fell like that. yes, i wonder if what happen to our life after what we done. let me happy please... yap, its too hard to me, i've done everything to our life..so please... let me happy.

My life is not like a princess. dari kecil, saya dah banyak dibebani masalah...terlalu banyak...kadang-kadang saya terfikir, apa salah saya sampaikan masalah tak berhenti mengejar saya.. seolah-olah mengekori saya. sampai sekarang. i wonder if i can't fight anymore. i'm not strong like u abang, but i will be strong foe u syg. i promise... just waiting foe your confession.

last night, we had a problem..and this night, i heard your laugh.. i'm really happy foe that. i get my ijat back. i love u darling..

BUT, i still wonder.

i'm still not happy. something is missing somewhere, but what? TRUST, maybe.. LOVE, no.

please let me happy.

I love to be happy with him. saya boleh mati tanpa dia. yes, saya tahu kadang-kadang saya terlebih sayangkan dia, tapi itu yang sebenarnya. kisah kami terlalu banyak suka dan duka. dan saya suka kan dia sebab dia segalanya bagi saya. dia la nyawa saya, jiwa saya. tapi, i wonder.. urghh.. hate that!!

Yeah, i'm thinking about u dear... about our life. y? we have a lot story, its to beautiful to say by word,.. when i said i hate to think about our problem, i got a new problem. what it is? oh no, saya semakin cintakan abang la...ieehh,,,,pelik-pelik kan..